i used to write a lot
I would take my mom's work computer and write my stuff in it. she also had an old typewriter i could use. I found a journal my mom had of me in the first couple of years of my life and i think somewhere in my subconscious, it led me to make me want to write too. i kept this form of expression all through my teenage years but at some point I stopped. And i burned all the journals i had symbolically.